Made it through day one
Posted 01-02-2009 at 08:45 AM by mattdontdrink
I just wanted to take the time to thank God for helping me through day one of my recovery. Yesterday was easy, but I know that this will get much harder. You see, I am a musician, and I play in bars 4-5 nights out of the week. Many of the bars give free drinks to the musicians as a perk or as a supplement to the low wages they sometimes pay. I am hoping that someone might read this and have some suggestions for me.
When I tried to quit about ten years ago, my psychologist at the time, as well as most of people in my A.A. group, said that I might have to change professions. That is not an option. I am a musician to the core. I am not the type of musician that plays for free in jam bands, I am a professional. I have been performing for 12+ years and this is how I make my living.
Tonight, I am going to try journaling on my breaks, and drinking coffee or tea, that I will bring in a thermos, to to avoid going to the bar for anything. Can you think of anything else?
Thank you to anyone who offers their comments and knowledge. I sincerely appreciate all the support.
Best,
Matt
When I tried to quit about ten years ago, my psychologist at the time, as well as most of people in my A.A. group, said that I might have to change professions. That is not an option. I am a musician to the core. I am not the type of musician that plays for free in jam bands, I am a professional. I have been performing for 12+ years and this is how I make my living.
Tonight, I am going to try journaling on my breaks, and drinking coffee or tea, that I will bring in a thermos, to to avoid going to the bar for anything. Can you think of anything else?
Thank you to anyone who offers their comments and knowledge. I sincerely appreciate all the support.
Best,
Matt
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Hi Matt, All I can say to you is hold on, be strong and never let the temptation overcome you...
.., not that easy in your case as bars is what you do. I hopeall works out well for you!!!Posted 01-07-2009 at 03:26 AM by Megan101









