Wow, It was about 6 moths ago when I wrote that first post. I have grown a lot sence then. I went from taking no blame to half and now.... Just about all. My husband is an alcoholic so he was not in a good state of being either. He still isn't, but at least he has not drank in two months. I took me telling him I could not live like this any longer and would file for divorce if he did not stop. For the first time in our relationship.... I ment what I said and he believed me. it might be because...

About a month ago I started going to AA. I have been sober for just over two years and thinking how I have come so far but the other day I realized just how far I have yet to go. I am starting to focus on my self and it’s like someone turned on a light and now I can see so many things I couldn’t before.

Two years ago, you would never have convinced me that “I” was the problem. All I was doing was having fun, calming down, and chilling out. There was nothing wrong with me, and...