Total F*cking Loser!!!!
Posted 07-11-2008 at 01:28 AM by JPat
So yeah - I made it 2 days. I woke up at 11:30 tonight in a wet bed, awesome. I am such a loser. I can't believe he is still with me, of course if i keep on like this he won't be. I just feel so alone all the time. What does he want me to do? he knows i have a problem but he keeps alcohol in the house - WHY??? i feel unsupported and alone. I cannot take this emotional rollercoaster much longer.
when the craving hits again in a few days, I hope I'm strong enough.
when the craving hits again in a few days, I hope I'm strong enough.
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Hey Jen
Take it easy and dont be so hard on yourself, please. You are not a loser, you have a disease called alcoholism. But what really doesnt make you a loser is the fact that you are here, looking for help. As long as you are looking for help you aint a loser.
When the cravings hit again, in the next few days, come here to SR and make a thread describing how you are feeling and why you want to drink.
Until then, be gentle and give yourself a break.Posted 07-11-2008 at 10:38 AM by adore79
