i think (and hope) i've finally hit rock bottom. if i am correct a very hard road lies ahead of me. opening up to others, accepting reality, dealing with anger and sadness in healthy ways etc..
i'm an alcoholic. big time. i can't go 15 seconds without thinking about a drink. on the same token, i can't go 15 seconds without feeling a sharp sting of shame and guilt for all the people that i've hurt by being a drunk. it sort of feels like even if i get sober and stay that way alcohol will still...