~Stuff I need to get off my chest, rants, ideas, feelings, "Uh-Duh moments!" and whatnots!~
Comments are welcome!:ghug
{{HUGS}}
~Jane
Comments are welcome!:ghug
{{HUGS}}
~Jane
Rainy days and Mondays always get me down!
Posted 08-25-2008 at 11:20 AM by Jane63
I haven't written anything on here for awhile since "the squirrel post" (LOL! Glad you all enjoyed it!
I think about weird stuff like that all the time...I just don't always put it to pen!)
Anyways...I seem to have had a rough go of it here lately with my gut problems (IBS/Diverticulosis) but I'm slowly but surely coming to the conclusion that nobody can help me but ME! It is something I guess I will just have to learn to live with the rest of my life and I need to look at it that way instead of something a DR can fix with a pill.
That IS a lovely thought tho..."Here, just take this and ALL your stomach problems will go away forever!! You will be able to eat all the Taco's, pizza and chinese food you want...and let's not forget anything, no...everything with melted, gooey cheese on it!!"
Now that's a pipe dream if I ever heard one!
This whole situation has just made me very angry and frustrated! But you know what? I remember getting this way once before, years ago when I was stuck in an addictive cycle and no one could help me but me...and I worked my way through it OK with the help of family and friends but mainly my own anger was what kept me on track and focused!
People say anger is not good. I think it serves a purpose sometimes and can be quite "healthy" to motivate us in the right direction!
Heck, maybe I will go beat the crap out of a taco later! LOL!
I think about weird stuff like that all the time...I just don't always put it to pen!)Anyways...I seem to have had a rough go of it here lately with my gut problems (IBS/Diverticulosis) but I'm slowly but surely coming to the conclusion that nobody can help me but ME! It is something I guess I will just have to learn to live with the rest of my life and I need to look at it that way instead of something a DR can fix with a pill.
That IS a lovely thought tho..."Here, just take this and ALL your stomach problems will go away forever!! You will be able to eat all the Taco's, pizza and chinese food you want...and let's not forget anything, no...everything with melted, gooey cheese on it!!"
Now that's a pipe dream if I ever heard one!
This whole situation has just made me very angry and frustrated! But you know what? I remember getting this way once before, years ago when I was stuck in an addictive cycle and no one could help me but me...and I worked my way through it OK with the help of family and friends but mainly my own anger was what kept me on track and focused!
People say anger is not good. I think it serves a purpose sometimes and can be quite "healthy" to motivate us in the right direction!
Heck, maybe I will go beat the crap out of a taco later! LOL!
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I enjoyed reading your blog entry..
The most important thing to remember in faced with any problem, is acceptance.
You sound like you have accepted the condition you are experiencing and going forward..that is great news..
It won't be easy but try to remember to be grateful for the small things and the rewards will come..
Take care and God Bless..Posted 08-29-2008 at 02:37 PM by sobermissfit
