So this is one week.
Posted 09-14-2008 at 09:30 AM by Isaiah
I feel absolutely terrified right now. I have no stability with regard to my moods and I'm not even sure I'm doing well with sanity. My heart is racing and I don't want to leave my house.
I picture my life as an architecture in some abstract sense, and for the past month it seems to be collapsing in on me. It's not a visual thing, but that's the best way I've come to explain the sensation, a collapse.
Alcohol was my medicine, but now I'm sick of it. I hate it. I saw an empty beer bottle lying on the ground yesterday and it made me nauseous. I can't go back. Not to alcohol or any other self-destructive form of relief. I'll carry my pain for now.
I picture my life as an architecture in some abstract sense, and for the past month it seems to be collapsing in on me. It's not a visual thing, but that's the best way I've come to explain the sensation, a collapse.
Alcohol was my medicine, but now I'm sick of it. I hate it. I saw an empty beer bottle lying on the ground yesterday and it made me nauseous. I can't go back. Not to alcohol or any other self-destructive form of relief. I'll carry my pain for now.
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I carried my burdens for a long time...but they got too heavy. I have since learned how to ask for/accept help from other sources--one being my personal HP as a source of guidance and strength.Posted 09-14-2008 at 01:13 PM by ANGELINA243
