No more, when I`m loaded I can do it, when I`m out I cant do it, Why is it that way? I hate it, I cant remeber what it felt like to be normal, I hate seeing happy people cause deep down I think they are high too. They have to be high, I cant remeber any more, these pills fogged my brain up so bad it is sad. When 120 mg dont do it any more when it feels like a cup of coffee its time to stop.
Maybe today will be the last time I ever take a pill to get high again. Maybe?

I pray to God everyday, I pray he will heal my addiction, I pray I will find that moment when it falls into place. It has not happen yet, maybe this morning, maybe later today, maybe tonight.

Man here i am, wondering why i ate 120 mg of perc today. the week started with me kicking it by today. well that didnt work, i have 50 mg left and want to stop after that! will i be able to do? i want to really bad, but i have this problem, i`am a addict.
i plan on this weekend going cold turkey, work out drink water and some thing to stop the crud in my gut.
anyone out there kicking this habit? got any advice?
anyone even care? this is not my first attempt at getting clean...