I'm happy to call it a day, for tomorrow brings with it a new dawn and endless possibilities. Tomorrow I will meet a fork in the road giving two choices of travel. I'm expecting to be as grateful this time tomorrow. If I'm not as happy, I will understand with patience and wait to see why. With every negative comes a positive. With every positive comes understanding. With understanding comes peace. With every peaceful moment comes heaven on earth.

I rented a $1 movie from Publix for the first time today. I had popcorn and ice cream during it. The movie crapped out half way through. I checked it and it was all scratched up. I polished it with plastic polish but it still kept freezing. I guess you get what you pay for. Tomorrow I'll tell the machine what happened. If not for the ice cream it would have been a horrible experience. lol

Well I was late with saying goodbye to the 30 day and under thread. I checked Sober Time to find that I was on day 31. Days go by without any more thought of my progress. I don't even think about my old routine. Work is progressing well. My focus has been on work, friends, family and all that interests me. When I have a few minutes I ask myself what I have a hankering for. I always get an answer and out the door I go! Life is now so precious!

The memory of drinking has vanished. My new routine has given me twice as much time. Time spent focused on the future. Time spent on steps needed to reach goals, both short and long-term. Looking back always amazes me. Amazed at how I could not see. Blinded by the obsession of drinking. I could not look past the next drunk, let alone, the next week. To live in the moment is a good thing, unless you're slowly killing yourself. I think we're all smart enough to know if we want to live or...

Yesterday was the most productive day in years. I amazed myself with focus and determination. Not a moment wavered. What monkey? I am truly free.