I'm going to be rambling here, so bear with me readers, if you exist. I'm 36 days clean of opiates. I'm leaning heavily on the alcohol crutch. I smoked (weed) for the first time in about a year this past weekend. I was drunk when I did it. ** fact... I seem to always check the clock when it's 4:20, unintentionally. ** My thought processes are always so disjointed... it's hard for me to communicate my thoughts; I end up using way too many parentheses, ellipses, semicolons, and commas (and...