Day 1 :(

I am back to day one. At a gathering this weekend I slipped up. Recently I've been waking up in the morning with the feeling that I had drank the night before. Then, I feel grateful and fantastic that I have been sober. This morning I woke up and thought my lapse had been a dream. Then, I remembered it actually happened. I am so disappointed in myself. This was a tough test of my sobriety and I failed the test. People with more wisdom than me have told me to get back up and stick with being sober. So, I am. Day 1. The time is still now.