one more day

good windy afternoon everyone in blog land, Well its great to be alive and sober . windy tho.. tried our attemps at fishing and only thing i got was a few horse fly bites dang them things hurt , But i was reflecting on something kinda odd , Ive never spent this much sober time outdoors before , and what made me think bout it was the nice tan im workin . Used to say its a nice day should go out and do something and off we wood go to the nearest bar and sat in there till it was dark. Walk outside and be like dang what a wasted day that was , but never did anything to render it , other then just repeat the same steps , Living where theres not year round sunshine. you forget to take advantage of them nice days , Now sober i so look forward to any chance i can get to getting outside " literally " gardening fishing bikeing hiking anything that takes me out to what i love the most bout our world . even tho we didnt catch any thing for dinner it was still nice just to enjoy the sunshine, birds and yes even the bugs . But 4 plus yrs ago my skin never had color and ive never been one to lay in an oven and pay someone for something like that , tho i never had that extra money anyways. Todays a good day ....
I also have a high chance of a great paying job , even with the wedding time i need to take off apparently there very leanient bout time off and such . its a lil bit of a travel time but the pay is well worth the efforts and time , concidering there ARE NO JOBS in this small town this is a wonderful oppertunity for me . and will car pool with another member of the program saving both us some expences on fuel. funny thing is at my age over 40 ill say , ive never earned this sorta money . im really excited to see how it goes , my friend starts there monday and will let her test the waters and seei f its what we both hope it will be and getting the job wont be a problem there lookin for help big time . so yah you can say im excited and life is good and it does get better even when you think things are already good . all you gotta do is beleive and have a gain of patience . Well i think were gonna jump on the bike an try a ride in the wind its city fair time and gotta go look at all the animals and such they have at the fair ground , nuttin like your small time local fair , ooh yah good eats there too .. anyways i hope this finds those of your reading this happy and serene. Peace out more laters Endzoner