115 days clean today:)

I am clean today (clean day 2 !!! ) and I dont feel miserable. :)

I'm very sore, and have a headache still but that, I can handle.

I am clean today and off to a meeting :)

Ok I gave in to temptation a few days ago but I am going to try again.

Please Lord, give me the strength and enough hope to make it long enough to benifit from recovery so I can stay away form drugs.

Lord you know I don't have much hope for life
but I wish to be happy.

I don't feel much like living but I will anyway.

No abuse of ligit meds for six days

No booze (although I dont even like it anyway)
for approx 3 weeks.

Going to meetings again.