3 months and how things are

Well I'm 3 months sober 2moro without a single relapse. I had 2 poor weeks, where I felt loss. I had 3 very close moments where I had planed my purchase of wine, but managed to stay away from the idea. I am proud, but know that I have a long road ahead. I feel that if I can stay sober for 2 years, I will more than likely stay sober for the rest of my life. I know also that it is easier for some than others to maintain sobriety and this may have to do with whether you are truly ready for sobriety or not. How to qualify this is a mystery. I also know that if you can enjoy life and pass the time, the chances of relapse are almost nil.