I walked again this morning. Really helps to get out and get the anxiety out. Feeling really good. Anxiety is almost all gone. Now I am in a mad rush to catch up and try to fix all that has gone downhill in the last year. I see housework that needs to be done, painting that needs to be done, clean up the paperwork. That is what is causing anxiety now. I don't think about drinking at all. I drive by the store after work and usually would stop. I don't even think about it. I don't have any...

Feeling pretty good. I wouldn't say I feel GREAT but I do know it will take some time to get everything out of my system. The anxiety seems to be lessening which was the worst part of the detoxing for me. I absolutely do not crave wine at all, I even think what it would be like to have a glass of wine and feel nothing. I SO hope it stays like this.

Really didn't sleep that great. Kept waking up, but got back to sleep. Finally at 5:00 I was awake for the day. Walking this...

Okay, today is Day 4. Feeling pretty good. Still have anxiety. Made it through my uncles b-day party. There was beer and wine coolers and it didn't even bother me at all to see others drinking. I have no cravings at this point, don't get that, but glad for it. I drank about 5 bottles of water and actually had a good time. Nobody offered me anything, cuz it was a "get it yourself out of the cooler" party so I didn't have to make any excuses and since nobody really knows my issues, I didn't...

Today is day 3 and I actually feel lots better. I still feel a little nauseous but not as much, still can't really drink the coffee which is NOT good! I slept much better last night, but still got up really early with anxiety.

I have to drive 3 hours today to go to my uncles 80th b-day party and this will be a test, although I feel strongly that I will be fine. I know I will be offered a glass of wine and I'm trying to think of the excuses I will use to not drink. I think I am going...

Vacation is coming up--10 days to relax and have fun with the kids. Mom and dad are coming and there always is some kind of issue that comes up and blows up in to a fight. I am promising myself to not let that happen. We want to have a good time. I have a feeling I will drink and that worries me. But I have been very good with only a couple of glasses of wine a day. If I could just do that I would feel good. The problem being, everyone starts drinking at the lake around 1:00 and drink ALL...