Day 7
Posted 09-17-2008 at 11:35 AM by Eclipse
Whoo - Hoo! Feeling really good. Even enthusiastic. Still a little leary. Last night I walked by the wine aisle in the store and looked at it and it just freaked me out for some reason. I didn't have the urge to buy anything, but it just gave me a jolt. Got out of there fast. Also went home to sit at the computer and had the thought of: glass of wine and computer...(loved to get on the computer and drink wine!) another jolt. But it went away just a fast as it came. That is frightening to me.
Getting addicted to walking in the morning. Its really dark when I get up and K doesn't want me to go out that early...but just feel the need to do it. It will help when we have the time change which isn't till November, so not sure I can walk all of October. Might have to do some of the tapes that I have bought over the years and done once.
I am getting past all the anxiety and calming down and looking at everything in perspective. No I can't paint the entire inside of the house in a week, no I can't pull all the weeds in one weekend, no I can't...no I can't...so now I can make lists and tackle things one at a time over the fall and winter.
I just pray I can keep this up. It really helps to come here everyday and just write it down. Makes me think about it.
Getting addicted to walking in the morning. Its really dark when I get up and K doesn't want me to go out that early...but just feel the need to do it. It will help when we have the time change which isn't till November, so not sure I can walk all of October. Might have to do some of the tapes that I have bought over the years and done once.
I am getting past all the anxiety and calming down and looking at everything in perspective. No I can't paint the entire inside of the house in a week, no I can't pull all the weeds in one weekend, no I can't...no I can't...so now I can make lists and tackle things one at a time over the fall and winter.
I just pray I can keep this up. It really helps to come here everyday and just write it down. Makes me think about it.
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