Day 4

Okay, today is Day 4. Feeling pretty good. Still have anxiety. Made it through my uncles b-day party. There was beer and wine coolers and it didn't even bother me at all to see others drinking. I have no cravings at this point, don't get that, but glad for it. I drank about 5 bottles of water and actually had a good time. Nobody offered me anything, cuz it was a "get it yourself out of the cooler" party so I didn't have to make any excuses and since nobody really knows my issues, I didn't feel self conscious! Yay!

I mowed the lawn for 2 hours today (riding mower-thank goodness) and just sat there and reflected and made plans and got sunburned...but it feels great.