Day 3

Today is day 3 and I actually feel lots better. I still feel a little nauseous but not as much, still can't really drink the coffee which is NOT good! I slept much better last night, but still got up really early with anxiety.

I have to drive 3 hours today to go to my uncles 80th b-day party and this will be a test, although I feel strongly that I will be fine. I know I will be offered a glass of wine and I'm trying to think of the excuses I will use to not drink. I think I am going to say I am on a diet and can't have alcohol for 2 weeks! None of my extended family knows of my issues and I don't plan to mention it today!

I have no cravings at all for alcohol, (I am sure this will change in the future) and in fact I went to the store last night and I usually park near the doors closest to the wine aisle, but as I was walking out of the store I noticed that I had parked near the other doors and when I was in the store I did not even think about wine. It was a really weird realization. Lots probably contributes to the fact that I don't feel well, but I was still shocked!