Me: Don't pray for me.

Good Person: well to late for that , already have

Me: Let it come through you

Me: take a moment and be still

Me: Then talk to me

Good Person: k
Good Person: theres tears
Good Person: you dont have to be in such pain
Good Person: let it go
Good Person: beleive
Good Person: your not alone
Good Person: youve never been alone

can she hurt me

The thoughts in my head, the ones that won't go away, that have been there for so long. The thoughts that hold me back and keep me from growing. Worries, fears, false expectations. They are of man, the light of man. Feelings of insecurity, low self worth, self pity and self. So many man made lights they are as the lights of a city. Needing energy to shine, needing my energy, taking my energy. They are my Ego, bright within themselves they come together to blot out the stars.

The stars,...

When I picked it up my world was right. Life was as it should be, life began. When I used it, the way it should be used, the way it was meant to be used, why it was created to be used. A feeling of joy exploded out of me and consumed me to the point I was joy. It was no longer a feeling or thought. There was no thought, only knowledge. Every cell held that knowledge. It was an unstoppable force, I was an unstoppable force. I no longer saw people as friends or enemies, I was neutral. I saw people...

I'm feeling lonely and down this morning. I'm looking around and this morning it feels like I have no one close. I have been doing really well in recovery and tell people about it but I skip over the weak spots. I get excited about the good things I am learning and I try to share with others to help them and myself. I don't mean to come across like I'm actually doing and living everything I learn and share with others. Life isn't that way. This morning I'm depressed, I need to put down in writing...