Having A Hard Time
Posted 08-21-2008 at 04:53 PM by Crystal83
I've been thinking about crack and cocaine for days now and I can't get it off my mind no matter what I seem to do. I was going to go to a meeting but I don't have anybody to watch my kids for me. I'm so tired and in so much pain, a big part of me feels like everything would be fixed if I just had a little. Then I remember that I can't just have a little and that I have my babies to take care of. But I know that if I hadn't had my kids the other night I would have been in my car searching for drugs wherever I could get them. I don't know what to do to concentrate on what I have to do and stop thinking about drugs.
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Don't use, Crystal! Call NA or AA and see if another woman is able to help you out with childcare.
You are in using mode right now and it's important to get help. Pick up the phone and start using community resources. Call your local hospital if you don't know where to start. You don't have to go through this alone.Posted 08-21-2008 at 09:58 PM by Rowan
- i said the same thing the other night and now all i can think about is the panic i feel when i'm done licking the bag and i know i'm broke and my dealer is sleeping...close your eyes...breathe deep and turn your thoughts away...it would be just as easy for me right now to leave my house, get money, risk getting shot at, getting pulled over, possibly losing my job...all for three hours of fun...it's not worth it anymore...Posted 01-10-2009 at 07:29 PM by WantsToStop
