Today
Posted 08-21-2008 at 06:15 AM by Crystal83
I've been thinking about crack and cocaine for days now and I can't get it off my mind no matter what I seem to do. I was going to go to a meeting but I don't have anybody to watch my kids for me. I'm so tired and in so much pain, a big part of me feels like everything would be fixed if I just had a little. Then I remember that I can't just have a little and that I have my babies to take care of. But I know that if I hadn't had my kids the other night I would have been in my car searching for drugs wherever I could get them. I don't know what to do to concentrate on what I have to do and stop thinking about drugs.
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Why not bring your kids to the meeting. Others have done that before. You could maybe also try calling someone from
NA? and/or try an online meeting? I would definitely find a way to get to a meeting though..
How long have you been clean?
Posted 08-21-2008 at 07:54 AM by Done_With_It
