today I am at home and I finally have the house to myself because for the last week I have a friend staying on the couch where she does not move from(and is here for another 5 weeks)but today she is gone home for the night and it is my day off work and after cleaning the house and having a cup of tea I can only think about those close to me, even when I was active I was always there for my friends and familly in one way or another but now I find that some if not most of them tip toe around me in...

I don't know how this works but i am looking for help I am finding it hard at the moment as I just moved closer to home and the meetings are way different to where I was prevously living so I don't go to them much to be honest I have only been to 3 or 4 in the last 2 months and I can feel the difference in myself sometimes I feel sucidal and then other days feel really good the other night I spent the night in my room crying and not knowing why I am also really worried about my sister as are my...