it is now day 7..nothing serious to report , except that i am still sober, which isn't really as serious as it is a BLESSING

ok, so i am EXHAUSTED...went to a meeting last night at 8 got home at 930, in bed by 1030...always takes me a long time to fall asleep...so i was asleep by midnight and up at 4 for work...ugh...but I AM SOBER!!! which makes it all worth it!! so i am not going to blog very much trying to "keep it simple".
the meeting last night was about H*O*W...i've always considered my self as one of the most honest, openminded, and willing person one has ever encountered...until last night...

it is day number 4...just after 9:30 in the morning, and drinking my first cup of hot tea and have already smoked my first cigarette. i slept almost 11 hours, FINALLY getting the kind of sleep one needs during the whole detox process.
i was awoken by a phone call from a "friend of bill" who is going through what looks like will be the loss of her father. i admire her in the respect she has no problem calling on the help on those friwnds in her time of need, when that is something...

so it's just about 8:30 pm and i thought i'd give the last run down to the last part of my day. i ended up getting called into work to cover a shift for a sick friend. i really need the extra hours because i called in two days in row just after my regular two days off that i get each week...hmmm...a four day long drunk..that was my breaking point...but hey we are talking about today right?
i ended up getting there at about 11 am feeling great after the meeting that i felt was just for...

it's day three now and just a bit after 8 am. my ride that was supposed to drop me off at my meeting this morning-(we were supposed to have left by 630) and hadn't showed up by that time...i figured she either just forgot or was running late. for some strange reason i didn't take this as a negative, usually i would have, and come up with an excuse as to not go at all. something came over me knowing that this is purely MY choice, and isn't some one elses responsibility.
last night i had...