It's Been Awhile
Posted 03-17-2010 at 01:18 AM by Chance
It's been awhile since I've done any blogging here at SR! I used to be quite a active member here and It seems like I always know where to run to when in need of help. But that has got to Change. It has to get to the point where we can stay, to help to carry the message, because it doesn't matter what life style you live, who you are, or who you think that you are. We all have a message to carry. It really isn't up to us on which message we are chosen to Carry either if you believe that everything is just the way that it is suppose to be at this given moment.
We are told that we live for today. We only have today, yet we also have to make sure that we take care of not only our daily affairs but even those affairs that come up to bite ya in the butt.
Those are the times of trials that we will have to face on this Journey. What I am just starting to realize is that there is always someone that has it a heck of a lot worse than what I think that I do. I mean that really. I have been thinking about all of the whining and truly I am very blessed. I'm so Blessed that I have to start changing the way in which I look at things.
So I've now been sober since September 09, 2010. I've had a hard road last year. I had my Sister die and my sponsor die. The two that I trusted the most were gone, I needed
and I just couldn't stop myself. All I know is I thought I would get a six pack of beer and next thing I know I have already had 4 beers and scored dope. So I know how this has progressed over the years and this was instant! I know today there will not be another Recovery In me If I don't keep on keeping on!
We are told that we live for today. We only have today, yet we also have to make sure that we take care of not only our daily affairs but even those affairs that come up to bite ya in the butt.
Those are the times of trials that we will have to face on this Journey. What I am just starting to realize is that there is always someone that has it a heck of a lot worse than what I think that I do. I mean that really. I have been thinking about all of the whining and truly I am very blessed. I'm so Blessed that I have to start changing the way in which I look at things.
So I've now been sober since September 09, 2010. I've had a hard road last year. I had my Sister die and my sponsor die. The two that I trusted the most were gone, I needed
and I just couldn't stop myself. All I know is I thought I would get a six pack of beer and next thing I know I have already had 4 beers and scored dope. So I know how this has progressed over the years and this was instant! I know today there will not be another Recovery In me If I don't keep on keeping on!Total Comments 2
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It really doesn’t matter what you suffer from in addiction, whether it is from sex, gambling, drugs, alcohol, co-dependent, etc. The fact remains that there are certain basic steps (or actions) that must accompany your recovery if you are going to recovery. I am not so sure if in fact we will ever completely recover, but I have had enough experience to know what the basics to recovering from the addiction that I have. I also know that once I think that... burberryPosted 09-25-2010 at 02:44 AM by wl0427
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Someone awhile back shared this quote with me and I absolutely loved it. As soon as I read it, it changed so much for me I was able to take myself from angry or annoyed back down to a level where I didn't have the urge to use.Posted 07-31-2011 at 10:54 PM by protettore
