Adam and I never discussed his mothers visit, although I suspect they spoke and it wasnt good.
It was know between Adam and myself (and others I suppose) that I wasnt very good with people or putting plans into action. In fact the only thing I was good at was getting messed up.I was an endless chasm that he poured dope into. If there was a crisis I generally froze. I waffled...

Today I am a blissfully happy 31 year old suburban house wife and mother of 3. I live in a middle income neighborhood, 4 bedroom house, 2 cars and all of my bills are paid,my mother welcomes me in her home. The police never come to the door looking for me. This wasn't always the case.
I'm going to tell you all about me, my family, my thoughts and views, this is probably more than alot of you want to know, you are welcome to stop reading at any time. What follows is an HONEST account...