Breathing
Posted 09-20-2009 at 09:37 PM by Blake'sTyger
Today was day four of being a non-smoker.
I'm still happy, but still struggling. I'm determined to remain a healthy person who doesn't smoke.
But whoooa, have I been messed up the last two days. I am not a moody, irritable person....I am not a negative person....but I've met people over the past two days whose head I wanted to tear the flesh off of, chew to a mush in front of them, and feed to my dog. Yes, it's been intense.
I actually don't want a cigarette. Not at all. Perhaps it's because of the hypnosis program which actually got me to quit this time. I DON'T want to smoke...but I also really don't want to feel this way any more.
Silver lining: Not even THINKING about alcohol or drinking.
So tomorrow begins my first full work-week as a non-smoker. Wish me luck.
David
I'm still happy, but still struggling. I'm determined to remain a healthy person who doesn't smoke.
But whoooa, have I been messed up the last two days. I am not a moody, irritable person....I am not a negative person....but I've met people over the past two days whose head I wanted to tear the flesh off of, chew to a mush in front of them, and feed to my dog. Yes, it's been intense.
I actually don't want a cigarette. Not at all. Perhaps it's because of the hypnosis program which actually got me to quit this time. I DON'T want to smoke...but I also really don't want to feel this way any more.
Silver lining: Not even THINKING about alcohol or drinking.
So tomorrow begins my first full work-week as a non-smoker. Wish me luck.
David
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breathe,man when a situation arises, and it will, and then if you feel like tearing off their heads, do it in your mind. nice job- i heard day 3 was the hardest to get over for the tobacco.Posted 09-21-2009 at 06:52 PM by pinpoint
