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Yesterday, Today & Tomorrow

There are two days in every week that we should not worry about.
Two days that should be kept free from fear and apprehension.

One is YESTERDAY, with its mistakes and cares, its faults, and blunders, its aches and pains.
Yesterday has passed, forever beyond our control.

All the money in the world cannot bring back yesterday.
We cannot undo a single act we performed.
Nor can we erase a single...

Well I am starting this blog because for ages now I have wanted to type out what I have been experiences since September of 2007. It's more or less to clear my conscience out hoping that it will allow for a lot of healing and growth. Moreover, it is to share my experience with the rest of you who have gone through or are going through this thing we call 'life'.

First and foremost I have been drinking since 1996. It is now 2008 so, going on 12 years almost. 'Almost' being the...

I AM YOUR DISEASE

You know who I am, you’ve called me your friend
Wishes of misery and heartache I send
I want only to see that you’re brought to your knees
I’m the devil inside you, I am your disease.

I’ll invade all your thoughts, I’ll take hostage your soul
I’ll become your new master, in total control
I’ll maim your emotions, I’ll run the whole game
Till your entire existence is crippled with shame

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I have this job I love.
I have a job where I rattle the cage.
Rattle the cage and to stir something deep within.
Something painful, something joyful, something meaningful! Something comes up.
I rattle a cage, shake the tree limb, shine a light, raise a thought, make a statement, present an observation, and witness.
I have a job I love.
A job that requires a great deal of courage. Some days I am afraid to say what I see. Some days I am afraid that you...