Think I posted as a comment in my own #1 blog yesterday - I'm getting there!! So I have moved this out where it should be causing my #3 & #2 Blog to be out of order. oops! :sorry
Blogging Day 2 - I am feeling emotionally SPENT. Don't know if I mentioned it before but the other male in my life - my dad - is in Emory. Has been in the hospital a week today. I didn't really know how bad it had gotten until I was finally able to get past the HIPAA rules today and finaly get some answers....

Day 3 -and onward I trudge. One foot in front of the other. My husband is off his meds or atleast they aren't working anymore. We all know it - he knows it - why not do something about it?? HELLO?? :wtf2

This is not the man I married. The sensitive, caring, humble, romantic, fun husband, forgiving & supportive loving father and genuine A+ human being & friend. The therapist gave him a deadline this week to go to the doc & get THE MEDICATION CHANGED and I hate to sound...

I haven't ever done aything like this before. On online public journal of sorts I guess - but I feel really lost, empty, anxious, afraid and lonely.
I am scared of where my anger is taking me, but at the same time my heart feels it is being crushed. This ache in my chest won't go away and the nagging in my head wont either. I don't know what is right anymore.
Do you stay in a marriage that you hope and pray has something left to offer? Do you stay because of the glimpses of the really...