I wonder how this will help me now. I first went to a psychologistic guru (Co-Counseling of Harvey Jackins) twenty-six years ago. The main trick is to express grief pounding pillows. Oh but I felt miserable since my kindergarten days...I had a voyeuristic fetishism: I wanted to see other's bottoms. This has not stopped in Co-Co: I got even so bold as to discover the gay lifestyle and (being anorexic and voyeuristic I had rare sex encounters but the I got VD so I stopped even that) marijuana and...