3.

Why are you trying to believe him...believe the best in him? You watched him pack up his bong and his pipe to go off for a day of school work and classes. Do you really think it's so no one will find it in his room? Of course not. You know better. If he can break his word, when he swore on his sister...nothing matters. Nothing will ever get any better. He's changed his story regularly. It's over. Get over it you stupid child.

Stop texting him. Stop letting him get under your skin. You shouldn't be that happy when you get a message from him. And you shouldn't feel disappointed when he takes a while, or when he stops. So what he sounds like he used to. So what he says things like he used to. Does it really change anything that you're waking up to those cute good morning texts again? Does it erase all the pain he caused when he picked you up to hug you? Does it take back all the hurtful things that he said when he pulled you into him? What about that time he said that he wished you were more like her? Did that kiss change that? Take it back? Did his nice gesture take back that horrendous day? Okay, maybe he is acting a little better. Actually trying. Who knows. Maybe it's an act. Or maybe it will change again soon. You won't even be in the same province. Don't get trapped. It's a blessing that it's over. Let it stay that way.

...why are you falling back into it...