Well, at least I got some things around the house accomplished. Hope to get sometime outdoors, always seems to improve my mood.

Everyone seems to be in agreement on what it is that has been plaguing me lately; silly and ridiculous and completely normal 'cold feet'.

The month of April has been filled with so many new things. My dad met Nicks parents for the first time. We spent out first holiday together as a family. If my mom had been there it would have been perfect. I miss her. I wish more than anything she could have got to know him. Nick says our moms are like sneaky guardian angels now...they are probably...