No spirit...no higher power for me. I need people. It's the social being in me.

I cannot describe how loneliness feels...the pain of always having been alone. Yes, I'm a virgin...total. Not even hand holding.

This is the only place I can talk about this without ridicule. Sometimes I think my situations is funny, though. I’m a gay atheist virgin. I technically have no doctrine to hold me back from getting laid…yet I’m still…celibate (ugh…I hate that word)....

So, concert # 2 ( Metallica ) was interesting. I found out that my brother has been "smoke free" since July 4th. That was a surprise! I guess thats what I get for not really talking to him all summer. We did have a great time though. I thought it would be awkward but it wasn't too bad, a bit at first but that passed quickly. It was really fun hanging out with him and my daughter together. I am happy that I bought the tickets for his birthday. It was a great present for all 3 of...