Yes, just as it says life is good. I just got a promotion today in my field that took a good part of my life to find. I work IT for a major school system and love it. I finally found what I wanted to do when I grew up a couple of years plus ago at the age of 48. The reward is really a blessing after some of the lows I have taken in my life by being misdirected. The promotion today, was just icing on the cake. I wish everyone the perseverance to find their way.

Wow. I really need to change my color scheme...it was okay at first, but it's starting to hurt my brain.


I've been having a lot of ups and downs this past week. I'm still not sleeping well. Maybe in a month I can begin to get my med situation sorted...what I'm on now is causing some problems with memory and whatnot (and of course sleep).

As far as I know I'll get to see a real psychologist in about a month. I hope so...

My a$$ finally realized my relapses weren't relapses- they were just binges. I know now that I have a choice and that I can try. That I will and not alone either. Thank you SR.

Ok, what is this with picking on my font color choice? It's not bright purple. It's purple. One person says it's too small, so I up the size from 2 to 3. That's all I plan to change. It's like people, especially ones who disagree with me, tend to complain about it. It bothers me a bit. Kind of like they are trying to take a stab at my choices in typing color and size because they have nothing else to pick on me for. Yeah, that could be me being paranoid. But none of the colors or sizes have ever...

So, my horoscope today said not to let my emotions get the best of me today. My relationship would be tested and I should wait it out, cool down, things may not be as they seem, tomorrow you will be able to better judge. This morning that was the most rediculas thing, it was a great day, things are good, then tonight bam! Wow! So, I take a step back, go for a walk, write this down and wait and see tomorrow. Gotta listen to that new moon stuff, can't react, think things through.
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