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| Paused Join Date: Aug 2004 Location: Vancouver
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| I Might of **** Up...Depends
Which Side Your Looking At...Between my last post I Went For A Walk And Decided To Score Just 10 Bucks of Rock, I'm A Drinker And Heroine User, When I'm Using full time. When I Dextox Last Time I Couldn't understand why my Detox Dreams Were About that Drug Crack,I Don't Like The People Associated with it ...last a short time,it takes all your money, an evenually you become paranoid and your ripping everyone off even the ones closes to you, I Seen Grampa & Grama using it and in the same room as there Grandchildred. Which there using there pipes, I Beleive (that it really Matters)That anyone weather There Predesposed to addition or not will become an addict. And I Heard This One alot is, I Only Do It on Weekends. what I Found With myself, and Talking To others after the entnial jone'sing you good for about 8 days before You Get Seconded Stage Craving, Masterfull Drug To Make People Rich Fast, This is Not To Glorify it howbad of a drug it is...it the only one that could ever make me Homeless Please Don't spell I not Ivor The Engine Driver Soon To be Homeless *?$#$%^!! |
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| we're all mad here! Join Date: Apr 2003 Location: a padded room with bars
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Hey Axl....... AA/NA not your bag? check this link....... its the 12 step alternative page. http://www.soberrecovery.com/links/1...ernatives.html SMART seems to be pretty good.
__________________ The duke had a mind that ticked like a clock and, like a clock, it regularly went cuckoo. ---------Terry Pratchett |
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| greeneyedjul Join Date: Aug 2004 Location: Portland, OR
Posts: 86
| Axl...hang in there...
Sounds easy...just heading around the corner. What's beyond that though? You said it yourself....homelessness and the works that go with that. Not a pretty picture. The corner....a prison to that crap is what is waiting, a prison that has drug and continues to drag many of us down, taking away our honor and our money and our roofs and the food and our freedom to ride and has given us a brief fake heaven, if that anymore. Drug us down to hell and back, kicking and screaming only to spit us out with more prisoners who are thinking WTF...how did I get back here again and how do I get out? Been there and done that. This time when the corner calls...I look beyond that brief false lure into that prison I recently climbed out of again. I don't want to go back. Recovery isn't easy...not as easy as going around the corner, yet recovery is freedom from that prison. It is having a roof over my head, food on the table, a sense of honor again and a bike in the near future. It is wearing a logo I'm learning to love...clean and crazy and it is freedom. I'm going to check out that alternative site. I hope you do too. In the mean time...sending you hugs and a hang in there one day at a time....hugs from harley trash that rides clean and free....
__________________ Destination to riding clean, riding safe, riding happy, riding free! greeneyedjul |
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