onedayatatime12

I am just feeling sorry for myself tonight,,,I know i need to let my soon to be ex-wife go...I dont want to.....I want to fight to keep her, I want her to fight to keep me.....I have not smoked crack for two months, but i drank the other night, and i fell asleep/passed out and didnt answer the phone and now we are getting divorced.......I have lost my family and all i can think about is how much i hate this damn fu.....n disease, I hate it and i just want to keep my family...........and they are gone.................................