Starting to see some light.
Starting to see some light.
OK, I am still feeling yucky,but there is a bit of light at the end of the tunnel. I just hope it's not an on-coming freight trail.lol
This morning was the funeral. It was very emotional. The amount of people who came and were truly sad was overwhelming. I was a bit pissed off that with over 300 people there, only 6 members of NA (including myself and my husband) were there. The support from AA was tremendous. She used to come to NA, then left and started AA. Her ex-husband is still NA. I think people should have come and offered him and the kids support. I have started to let that go already.(amazingly).
I went to a meeting tonite, one that I normally can't make because of my work schedule, and it was good. One of my sponsees spoke, another was there to support her, and someone who relapsed and has been out there for many years now came back tonite. Seeing her made me feel good.
God is working. Someone offered to lend us some money so we can go to the NA campout. They want us to go. And, the weather report changed from Thunderstorms all weekend to partly cloudy with a chance of showers. We decided we can go camping and just come home early on Sun. to get the boys to the parade.
My husband and I also got to spend alot of time together last night and today without kids and talk about a few things. He is thinking about going to AA instead. I don't care where he goes, just as long as he gets recovery. Making up was fun too.
Thanks for putting up with me during my melt down.
This morning was the funeral. It was very emotional. The amount of people who came and were truly sad was overwhelming. I was a bit pissed off that with over 300 people there, only 6 members of NA (including myself and my husband) were there. The support from AA was tremendous. She used to come to NA, then left and started AA. Her ex-husband is still NA. I think people should have come and offered him and the kids support. I have started to let that go already.(amazingly).
I went to a meeting tonite, one that I normally can't make because of my work schedule, and it was good. One of my sponsees spoke, another was there to support her, and someone who relapsed and has been out there for many years now came back tonite. Seeing her made me feel good.
God is working. Someone offered to lend us some money so we can go to the NA campout. They want us to go. And, the weather report changed from Thunderstorms all weekend to partly cloudy with a chance of showers. We decided we can go camping and just come home early on Sun. to get the boys to the parade.
My husband and I also got to spend alot of time together last night and today without kids and talk about a few things. He is thinking about going to AA instead. I don't care where he goes, just as long as he gets recovery. Making up was fun too.
Thanks for putting up with me during my melt down.
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