nuts

Hi everyone

Hope you are all well? I've been feeling abit down lately and i'm finding staying clean real hard to do at the moment,but i guess if it was easy all the time then i would give the great gift of recovery away!! even though i'm finding it hard i havent used and I'm 80 days clean today.
I've had to reshuffle my life abit cos i work when most of the NA meetings are on in my town (only five to choose from) have been going to AA meetings on my nights off but its not enough for this addict i need to talk about wanting to use drugs and not just alcohol cos thats where my head is at right now. So i've swooped my nights off with another girl so i can attend my old NA homegroup tonight, i cant wait.
I havent been checking this site for a while and i was starting to feeling lonely and that i'm the only mental head in the world who cant drink and use drugs! God damn self pity it creeps in so fast given half a chance!
Anyway it was good to check in with you all and i hope you are all enjoying life to the full.

Bye for now

Vicki :hugehug

Time2Surrender

Congrats on 80 days.Do you have a sponsor yet.I go to NA and AA meetings myself.Mostly NA though.I have an NA sponsor and he has me doing the steps through the NA step guide.

mackat

heh vikki

yah you know you are not alone-
glad you are choosing to live in the solution

hugs
mackat

cj.

(((((Vicki)))))

Nice to hear from you! Way to go on your clean days!!

Peace
cj

Roxann

It's great to hear from you nutz.

Tricky

your doing great!! and id swap my four days with you anytime. i feel like crap, look like crap and at the moment talk crap. wanna swap ? well done.. . .x

BikerBill8

Congrat's on your 80 days clean.