Kallistia

I love him so much, I love him more now than I did when I first realized I was head over heels for this dude. I'm so grateful that he put up with being called in the middle of the night being screamed and raged at by a drunken lunatic had the patience to stay...not many in a blossoming relationship would put up with someone that is drunk all the time. I could have missed this, all of this, if he didn't have the patience and understanding and realized I am not how I behaved when I was drunk - it's just a couple of weeks away from two years. I don't even remember feeling love like this with my ex husband - I understand that the phrases weak in the knees, butterflies in stomach, taking breath away are all literal because I think about it and really feel like I cannot breathe. I'm so grateful that he refused to be pushed away.

I'm so so so very much in love with him.