(Not So) New - Frank's Thread Part3
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(Not So) New - Frank's Thread Part3
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Originally Posted by NestWasEmpty 
I'm a little late on saying Good morning , it's closer to Noon for me .
I treasure my dreams, great entertainment. I usually 'manufacture' my dreams, at least in the beginning. One of my favorites is to imagine I'm in a tennis match against a guy who is just a little better than me. At the beginning of my sleep/dream stage I'm pretty good against him, nice backhands, overhead slams, drop-shots, etc. Then (and this is where it gets weird) he starts beating me. My made-up dream can't control it. And it's at this point that I consciously (!) realize that my dream has taken me from semi-awake to Full Dream Mode.
What do you dream about?
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Some were cause I'm afraid of highs , I would wake right up trembling . So scared I couldn't go back to sleep .
The flying ones I really liked . always liked seeing Eagles Soar , they look Beautiful & Free
I get on user stream & watch Eagles nesting & raising their young . Up until the fledglings leave the nest . That's amazing to watch , sometimes heart breaking when things don't go right . Life goes that way ..
The flying ones I really liked . always liked seeing Eagles Soar , they look Beautiful & Free
I get on user stream & watch Eagles nesting & raising their young . Up until the fledglings leave the nest . That's amazing to watch , sometimes heart breaking when things don't go right . Life goes that way ..
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How do I say this without getting into a political issues , cause I don't follow those things very much . I'm not a voter , not that I don't want to help my country . Due to my anxiety & health problems , I don't think I could handle having to do jury duty . Besides all of that I'm with Bernie all the way
I have even used his programs in my personal life .
I have even used his programs in my personal life .
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I love Bernie Sanders. I think he is too left-leaning to get elected though. He refers to himself as a democratic socialist 
Look out!! Reds under the bed!!!
I have an incredibly vivid dream life. Anyone ever had lucid dreams? Freaky....
Nest, I'm sorry to hear you have anxiety and health issues. You sound like a really stoical person to me xx
Look out!! Reds under the bed!!!I have an incredibly vivid dream life. Anyone ever had lucid dreams? Freaky....
Nest, I'm sorry to hear you have anxiety and health issues. You sound like a really stoical person to me xx
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Oh S*** Lost a nice long post 
to time out . Oh well Tooshabby If Bernie Sanders wins . We will have "Presents Chicken Day "
What you think saoutchic
Not so much vivid dreams , but Frank said he did ?
Had anxiety sense I was very small . Dr's never put their finger on it . Said I had asthma , when I couldn't catch my breath . Smart ones
So I learnt to stuff & hold back a lot of feelings . Actually just got treatment after I quit drinking 2 years ago
Most health problems I have is from drinking ,
How are you today . Hope Good ??
to time out . Oh well Tooshabby If Bernie Sanders wins . We will have "Presents Chicken Day " What you think saoutchic
Not so much vivid dreams , but Frank said he did ?
Had anxiety sense I was very small . Dr's never put their finger on it . Said I had asthma , when I couldn't catch my breath . Smart ones
So I learnt to stuff & hold back a lot of feelings . Actually just got treatment after I quit drinking 2 years ago
Most health problems I have is from drinking ,
How are you today . Hope Good ??
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Feeling slightly better. It's just nowhere near worth the damage it does to my self-esteem and self-confidence. It seems to get worse now with every slip up. I'm hoping that's a big sign I'm over this crap and am going to change, finally.
Anxiety since very small? Were you in a frightening environment? Don't answer if that's too personal....
Anxiety since very small? Were you in a frightening environment? Don't answer if that's too personal....
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No problem Tooshabby , I've posted a lot on SR trying to help others , deal with their past . I don't mind telling . Both my parents were alcoholic 's , drunken parties almost ever night . Road with them that way . Long nights listening to fights between them . Stuff braking , Mom screaming . Pretty Crazy stuff .
I had food , clothing , & a roof over my head at least
I had food , clothing , & a roof over my head at least
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I must have missed that muffin recipe....go Frank!!
That's the exact same upbringing I had, Nest. It's not rocket science we ended up anxious wrecks that flew to the bottle. Onward and upwards!! If you can do it, maybe I can too :-)
That's the exact same upbringing I had, Nest. It's not rocket science we ended up anxious wrecks that flew to the bottle. Onward and upwards!! If you can do it, maybe I can too :-)
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