Class of December 2014 Part 12
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Class of December 2014 Part 12
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Thanks Dee.
I weaned down Middy. I have some juice with nicotine for times of stress but it is such a low level that it's more mental than physical.
I'll google fruit dip. Sounds yummy now that I have a sweet tooth.
I weaned down Middy. I have some juice with nicotine for times of stress but it is such a low level that it's more mental than physical.
I'll google fruit dip. Sounds yummy now that I have a sweet tooth.
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Sure new thread when I am having a meltdown. Just had another conversation with my ex fiance. DVDs this time. He has been gone since Aug so why after all this time does it throw me in a tailspin every time he calls. It's only been the past few weeks it's bothered me. He is very nice and always says he hopes I am doing well so it's not confrontational at all. For crying out loud I am 46 not 16.
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Thanks, Dee. Your words are wise and ring true. Existing is comfortable. The rut is perfectly cut to cradle me. Living is terrifying, courageous, exhilarating, and a chance to free fall head first into the unknown. I'm ready to jump.
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Originally Posted by BBQBiker 
Thanks Dee.
I weaned down Middy. I have some juice with nicotine for times of stress but it is such a low level that it's more mental than physical.
I'll google fruit dip. Sounds yummy now that I have a sweet tooth.
I weaned down Middy. I have some juice with nicotine for times of stress but it is such a low level that it's more mental than physical.
I'll google fruit dip. Sounds yummy now that I have a sweet tooth.
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*hugs* Della! I'm sorry this guy throws you off. Would you prefer he not contact you at all? Want us to beat him up? Brynns got a cane and im sure coppas got a razor in her hair somewhere. What's up?
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Originally Posted by Copper442
Thanks, Dee. Your words are wise and ring true. Existing is comfortable. The rut is perfectly cut to cradle me. Living is terrifying, courageous, exhilarating, and a chance to free fall head first into the unknown. I'm ready to jump.
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Oh my Sweet Della! Hugs to you, sweetheart. Your heart is so big it cannot help but feel extravagantly and violently. August really is not all that long ago. I'm sorry that his calls spin you out but it will pass. You are a strong, loving, lovely woman. Give yourself time to finish mourning the end of the relationship if need be. Breathe, sweet friend. It is but a flutter of a loving heart. Normalcy will return.
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Della...hugs! Age has nothing to do with with hurt! And it's the unexpected times they pop back into our lives that throw us for a loop! Triggering! I'm soooo sorry.
I know exactly how it feels. Totally sucks!!
I know exactly how it feels. Totally sucks!!
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Originally Posted by Della1968
Sure new thread when I am having a meltdown. Just had another conversation with my ex fiance. DVDs this time. He has been gone since Aug so why after all this time does it throw me in a tailspin every time he calls. It's only been the past few weeks it's bothered me. He is very nice and always says he hopes I am doing well so it's not confrontational at all. For crying out loud I am 46 not 16.
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Lol Dee it's happened to me twice I type this big saga and hit post and it says this thread is closed. It's ok I bounce back fast.
Tonka I am fine...he really is pleasant...I chose to continue drinking when he said he couldn't live with worrying about me all the time...so the breakup is on me. I don't know if the regret is just hitting me now and that's why it's difficult out if I have just turned into a loon.
Tonka I am fine...he really is pleasant...I chose to continue drinking when he said he couldn't live with worrying about me all the time...so the breakup is on me. I don't know if the regret is just hitting me now and that's why it's difficult out if I have just turned into a loon.
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