i am a terrible person
i am a terrible person
a flash flood destroyed my home town and the ppl i love are forced to start over without even a job to help start the process. they have lost everything and i want it to bring me back....to appreciating life, to being thankful....to being just as strong as those people who now have nothing, who are just grateful everyone is safe.
But all i feel is weaker, all i do is cry harder and all i want is the pain i feel to stop.
while people are wishing for a place to live i sit here wishing i could get some heroin. and this isn't an eye opening, i see the light post...this is a straight up selfish id rather get high then care, i can't stand to be myself, just give one glimmer of hope i actually believe post.
But all i feel is weaker, all i do is cry harder and all i want is the pain i feel to stop.
while people are wishing for a place to live i sit here wishing i could get some heroin. and this isn't an eye opening, i see the light post...this is a straight up selfish id rather get high then care, i can't stand to be myself, just give one glimmer of hope i actually believe post.
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Originally Posted by XxGoldenxX
this is a straight up selfish id rather get high then care
Another member just posted these words in another forum:
Originally Posted by AVRT
The addicted person is quite literally one step removed from humanity at all times.
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Addiction is selfish. You might not be selfish about the rest of your life but only when it comes to heroin. If people only knew me for the things I did when I was actively using I would have been torched at the stake.
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