Bamboozle

I'm fv*&ing up bad. Really bad. I'm fairly certain I'm going to get fired from my job. I did something really stupid. I keep forgetting things. I can't function normally. I'm incompetent. Disorganized. I'm passive and I'd rather just walk away...and whether I get fired or not...I still don't know what to do. I'm stuck. I'm scared. I set up an appointment to see a new therapist. If I lose my job it's 90 dollars a pop. Everything's extortion.

Gee...still sober. Not exactly sure how. Guess that's the only bright spot, but not much consolation. I'm a fv*k up. I can't function normally. I'm not together enough in my head to do normal stuff, like not fv*k up royally at work. Maybe I'll have a good laugh about this some day. Maybe it'll be a road bump on the way to better things instead of the downward spiral I'm sure that I"m in.

I don't like confrontation...I'm passive...I feel like running...

Dee74

I'm pulling for you Bam
PM me anytime if I can help.

I hope the new therapist will be good for you.

Here's to minor roadbumps, K

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Zencat

(((((((Bam)))))))

Fandy

Hi Bam...i'm sorry that work is getting tough. No advice, just support.