sm1975

I've been snorting ritalin for over 3 years. I snort anywhere from 100-200mg daily. I've gone a week or so without several times but I've been in denial about how bad it really is and how tough quitting is going to be. I'm ready now to be done for good I'm just not sure what to expect for the first few weeks. I'm 5 days clean so I'm not physically exhausted anymore but I am on a constant emotional rollercoaster and it's always sneaking into my thoughts even my dreams. Does anyone have any insight or input on this particular substance? I've dealt with addiction all my life so I'm familiar with withdrawal symptons for Cocaine, alcohol and opiates but I'm unfamiliar with what lies ahead.