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greetings who ever is reading this,

let me tell u right now, i just railed about 5 or 6 lines of coke and im ******, and yes cocaine is bomb and what not. but the thing is im only 17, and my family and friends are the ones who r suffering the most through my addiction, i want help, no i NEED help, i can't do this anymore i want to quit but i cant, every weekend i end up in the crack house buying 100-200 bucks worth off cocaine and blowing it in one weekend, that's a lot of money for a 17 year old with no job. my addiction has gotten so bad that i steal money from family and friends just to get high, i have even gone to so far as jumping people for their phones, ipods and wallet. i really don't mean to, im not a bad kid, i always was the sporty kinda guy. my dad is ever so disappointed in me, my whole family hates me, please i just want someone to talk to, someone i can share my story with,

Thanks, Gareth

Dee74

Hi Gareth

Welcome to SR

So you've spoken to your parents and they're no help? or they don't know the full story?
Are you at school? Is their a teacher or a guidance counsellor you can talk to?
A family Dr?

I really think the way out here is to reach out and get some help, Gareth.

There's really no other way but down if you continue to do what you're doing.

I know you'll get a lot of advice and experience here too - please listen to it.

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