ellis

I'm not crazy.
I swear! honest
(maybe a little eccentric)

but I'm beginning to wonder....hmmm


I think everyone has their own crazy.
And not everyone understands mine.
Sometimes I don't understand theirs.

And that's ok...

I just need to remember, it'll get better.
The longer I stay sober the better it will get.

But I'm going nuts, really.
Quit smoking 3.5 months ago...
and I just want to smoke so friken much

but I'm worried I'll start drinking, too

I feel like I'm going crazy sometimes.
acting a little funny
and others appear to notice it more
so I talk to everyone even less
and my head just wants to explode
It never got this bad detoxing.
damn cigarettes
Can they really make one crazy?
heads, yes
tails, no