trappeshot

well I am moving tuesday, but i got smart, and I am moving in with a room mate. I have a bad habit of isolating myself, and that, is what triggers me, bordom/bein alone/ not having anything to do or anyone to talk to. I am combating that by forcing myself to itneract with people.

Anyway, yesterday I went and paid bills and stuff, and i got a random call from my dealer. he was wondering what was up... i just coudldn't tell him no.

but you know what, i came here yesterday and i read a post, one in particular,, and i imagined that, the pipe was a barbell and i was bench pressing it.. the more you bench press, the easier it gets. right now it's hard, but just like weights, you have to work through it and the more you do it, the easier it gets time and time again. you know what I did, I went and bought groceries, and came straight home. I was so proud of myself!

i woke up this morning still gleeming. I can do this! I really think I can do this!