Addicted to Recovery?
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Addicted to Recovery?
This was a joking remark in another thread...but it made me think a minute. How many people actually become addicted to the recovery process through interactive mediums such as SR, NA, AA and all the other acronyms? I mean...where else is there a whole community of people who have been (or still are) right where you are? You have someone to encourage you. To talk freely about society's "better left unspoken" subjects. To stand behind you. To offer support through your recovery. Then...you are at a point where you no longer have that because you now have clean time. That same level of support isn't there anymore. No one "cares" as much as they seemed to in your moment of need. So some may relapse to get that back? Deep loneliness could drive that, but I would hope with a good process where "to keep it you must give it away" would take over and generate a balance in that mind-thought.
People relapse. Addicts relapse. This is such a common problem...and one we can't ignore. Picking yourself up, dusting yourself off and starting again is part of the process. For people to tell you to do that is part of the process. Support is necessary and critical. But...are there those out there that do this just for that care and understanding?
That would really suck being addicted to the recovery process itself.
People relapse. Addicts relapse. This is such a common problem...and one we can't ignore. Picking yourself up, dusting yourself off and starting again is part of the process. For people to tell you to do that is part of the process. Support is necessary and critical. But...are there those out there that do this just for that care and understanding?
That would really suck being addicted to the recovery process itself.
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Hmmmm....interesting thought.....
I have heard people use the "addcted to recovery" term before, but this is usually in the sense that one is "addicted to meeting attendance".
I have never really heard it suggested that a person could be "addicted to the empathy and attention" that a newcomer may get.....sorta like an addict version of Munchausen Syndrome . I hope I am understanding you so far ?
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First of all in my opinion a "chronic relapser" is not recovering. A chronic relapser is merely between drunks. "Recovery" means to get back what was lost and this includes our ability to make healthy choices about our life. If we keep returning to drinking when we know drinking is harming us then it means we still have not "recovered" our ability to make healthy choices.
If people are "relapsing" for the attention they think they could be getting i suppose i could understand that, but i could in no way even remotely regard this as recovery.
My understanding of addiction is: "Any mind or mood altering experience with life damaging consequences". Many of us can and do use ordinarily innocent looking activities and behaviours to escape the realities of life (and this can include even "recovery" related activity) but if we are using some other activity or experience at the expense of our health , job,education relationships, family, or household then we may at the very least be romping around in addiction territory.
I have heard people use the "addcted to recovery" term before, but this is usually in the sense that one is "addicted to meeting attendance".
I have never really heard it suggested that a person could be "addicted to the empathy and attention" that a newcomer may get.....sorta like an addict version of Munchausen Syndrome . I hope I am understanding you so far ?
.First of all in my opinion a "chronic relapser" is not recovering. A chronic relapser is merely between drunks. "Recovery" means to get back what was lost and this includes our ability to make healthy choices about our life. If we keep returning to drinking when we know drinking is harming us then it means we still have not "recovered" our ability to make healthy choices.
If people are "relapsing" for the attention they think they could be getting i suppose i could understand that, but i could in no way even remotely regard this as recovery.
My understanding of addiction is: "Any mind or mood altering experience with life damaging consequences". Many of us can and do use ordinarily innocent looking activities and behaviours to escape the realities of life (and this can include even "recovery" related activity) but if we are using some other activity or experience at the expense of our health , job,education relationships, family, or household then we may at the very least be romping around in addiction territory.
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I found that people in the AA meetings I've gone to run the gambit from still drinking to people that haven't touched the stuff in over 30 years. I wondered about those 30+ years people....why are they still coming?! It's almost like they're addicted to the meetings and are using them as their social life! Or addicted to the attention they get as the "old-timers" who know the answers.
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From what I can tell, it's probably more accurate to say that people become addicted to certain things associated with recovery programs -- like meetings, and aspects of the fellowship part of it, and being around lots of people with lots of self-destructive behaviors and dysfunctional drama going on in their lives. This isn't exactly the same thing as being "addicted to recovery," in my opinion, because, technically, if one were really working one's recovery in a healthy, positive, and effective way that would logically exclude the possibility that one could be "addicted" to it.
For example, there is a person I know very well (because she is a relative, not because I voluntarily spend a lot of time with her), who has been "dry" and very active -- socially -- in AA for almost 15 years. Aside from the drinking, however, her behavior remains just as self-destructive and manipulative as it has always been, and I would be hard pressed to name an active A who I could honestly say is any more self-centered than she is. This person literally risks her life to get to meetings -- she is disabled and once my partner and I had to go over to her house in sub-zero weather to pick her up out of her snow-covered driveway because she tried to go out to a meeting even though it was clearly (to any sane person) life-threatening for her to be doing so. (Now this person lives in a city where there are close to 400 meetings a week, so it's not like if she missed this one due to the terrible weather, she wouldn't get to another one in a week and her sobriety -- such as it is -- would be in serious peril!)
She also is full of AA gossip and criticism of everyone and every meeting -- she can and does talk about it endlessly and tends to hang-out with other 12 Step people who do the same. She has had many sponsors -- and fires any good one in 3-6 months. She let slip accidentally a few months ago, that she has never made it to working Step 4.
She is by no means the only person I know "in recovery" who "works" this kind of distorted program. It seems to me like these people have just traded the craziness and insanity of the drinking life for the less-physically-dangerous craziness and insanity of a faux-program.
On the up side, I guess it's definitely a step in the right direction that they are not drinking, and the fact that they are physically sober and at least somewhat involved in something that could help them if they would only wake up and notice might always work to their advantage eventually.
As far as the internet goes, about 3 years ago one of the treatment centers where I live actually put a full-time person specializing in working with internet addicts on staff. The Chinese government also recently began a program to deal with this issue among its youth. When my partner had her dry-drunk relapse a few years ago, compulsive internet usage was one of the major manifestations -- and I'm not talking about internet porn here either -- although that does seem to account for a large percentage of addictive internet usage. At that time, she would be on-line 18-20 hours per day, She rarely ate or slept and drank, literally, a couple gallons of coffee per day to keep her awake. It was total, escapist, "what else can I do besides drink to escape my feelings and my self-loathing????" behavior. She lost a relationship, a job, and most of her financial security because of it before she returned to AA.
...I could go on here....but, basically, from what I can tell, anyone who has the tendency to use addictive patterns to "deal" with life can, with enough effort, sufficient lack of self-awareness, and the wrong motives, become addicted to any substance or any behavior that he/she enjoys and that distracts him/her from him/herself.
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For example, there is a person I know very well (because she is a relative, not because I voluntarily spend a lot of time with her), who has been "dry" and very active -- socially -- in AA for almost 15 years. Aside from the drinking, however, her behavior remains just as self-destructive and manipulative as it has always been, and I would be hard pressed to name an active A who I could honestly say is any more self-centered than she is. This person literally risks her life to get to meetings -- she is disabled and once my partner and I had to go over to her house in sub-zero weather to pick her up out of her snow-covered driveway because she tried to go out to a meeting even though it was clearly (to any sane person) life-threatening for her to be doing so. (Now this person lives in a city where there are close to 400 meetings a week, so it's not like if she missed this one due to the terrible weather, she wouldn't get to another one in a week and her sobriety -- such as it is -- would be in serious peril!)
She also is full of AA gossip and criticism of everyone and every meeting -- she can and does talk about it endlessly and tends to hang-out with other 12 Step people who do the same. She has had many sponsors -- and fires any good one in 3-6 months. She let slip accidentally a few months ago, that she has never made it to working Step 4.
She is by no means the only person I know "in recovery" who "works" this kind of distorted program. It seems to me like these people have just traded the craziness and insanity of the drinking life for the less-physically-dangerous craziness and insanity of a faux-program.
On the up side, I guess it's definitely a step in the right direction that they are not drinking, and the fact that they are physically sober and at least somewhat involved in something that could help them if they would only wake up and notice might always work to their advantage eventually.
As far as the internet goes, about 3 years ago one of the treatment centers where I live actually put a full-time person specializing in working with internet addicts on staff. The Chinese government also recently began a program to deal with this issue among its youth. When my partner had her dry-drunk relapse a few years ago, compulsive internet usage was one of the major manifestations -- and I'm not talking about internet porn here either -- although that does seem to account for a large percentage of addictive internet usage. At that time, she would be on-line 18-20 hours per day, She rarely ate or slept and drank, literally, a couple gallons of coffee per day to keep her awake. It was total, escapist, "what else can I do besides drink to escape my feelings and my self-loathing????" behavior. She lost a relationship, a job, and most of her financial security because of it before she returned to AA.
...I could go on here....but, basically, from what I can tell, anyone who has the tendency to use addictive patterns to "deal" with life can, with enough effort, sufficient lack of self-awareness, and the wrong motives, become addicted to any substance or any behavior that he/she enjoys and that distracts him/her from him/herself.
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It is all about "balance" guys.
Fortunately for me the "oldtimers" that still attend my homegroup are well aware of the importance of balance. I do not believe they still attend meetings because they do not have a social life but because they understand the importance of "giving back" and because they still feel a joy of fellowship.
The oldtimers at my meetings are well loved and respected ( personally I wish I could see and hear them share more often) If they feel a measure of pride in their success in recovery then who am I to begrudge them that.
Fortunately for me the "oldtimers" that still attend my homegroup are well aware of the importance of balance. I do not believe they still attend meetings because they do not have a social life but because they understand the importance of "giving back" and because they still feel a joy of fellowship.
The oldtimers at my meetings are well loved and respected ( personally I wish I could see and hear them share more often) If they feel a measure of pride in their success in recovery then who am I to begrudge them that.
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Originally Posted by Peter 
I have never really heard it suggested that a person could be "addicted to the empathy and attention" that a newcomer may get.....sorta like an addict version of Munchausen Syndrome . I hope I am understanding you so far ?.
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Originally Posted by Peter
If people are "relapsing" for the attention they think they could be getting i suppose i could understand that, but i could in no way even remotely regard this as recovery.
DG - I've not been to enough NA meetings to say one way of another if this why some might keep going back. Whether it's to earnestly help in the beginning and may have changed to something mightier? I haven't seen this in my group...and I won't say it doesn't happen...I've just not seen it. The only thing I know is the ones with long recovery dates keep going back because it's worked for them. There is one who left the rooms for several years and strayed further from the program steps and relapsed pretty badly. It was enough for him to keep coming back even though this stint in recovery has also been fairly long. I'm just appreciative they're there...or all I would be talking to is people trying to find recovery...just like me. I think I know what the ultimate outcome would be if all there were was a bunch of newbs with dealer's phone numbers still in their wallets...;-)
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Originally Posted by Peter
Fortunately for me the "oldtimers" that still attend my homegroup are well aware of the importance of balance. I do not believe they still attend meetings because they do not have a social life but because they understand the importance of "giving back" and because they still feel a joy of fellowship.
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Interesting topic. My first thoughts were exactly the same as Peters.
So you are talking a mental illness aside from the mental illness of self-destructing with alcohol and drugs.
I think that I have found that many people in recovery do suffer from other problems. Some are willing to look at those other problems, and others are not.
I think the old timers do stay because of what they get out of the meetings. And there is nothing wrong with that. Any way to find peace and meditation..ways to relax and feel good are positive. And or just be social, and get out of oneself. I heard someone complain that the meeting say the same thing over and over again. Well, yeah they do, but I have also heard things there that I have never heard before. And I enjoy both parts now. Hearing some of the repetition, and hearing the new. I would say I am developing a healthy addiction to the good feelings I get there. And the laughter. And I really work hard on trying to "listen". Even the same ol' same ol'. One sentence will stand out and I will really think about it even though I have heard it a thousand times.
I have heard one person say that they only feel normal in meetings, and that when they are with "normies" they feel out of place. Speaking only for me...I want to be able to survive, and be a part of, both worlds. With Normies, and with people who understand our disease. I don't like separating and dividing.
Anyway..I agree with Peter's reply. There may be some people who enjoy the attention of recovery, but that is not the norm. Mental illness can appear in many different forms. And is always interesting to me.
As far as people who go to meetings and still don't follow a enlightened path...well what can I say. None of us are perfect or have a perfect program. And who am I to judge what another is doing right or wrong? My own Dad is about to celebrate 30 years of sobriety, and yet he still can not stop blaming his past, or anything for what is wrong in his life. One of the first things I had to do...was stop blaming my past, and others for what is wrong with me. Especially as an adult who has to make my own choices. I can only blame myself, or accept that I can't control everything.
Anyway, it kinda makes me sad to see my Dad still blaming after being such a BigBook AA thumper. But that is his problem and not mine. I just want to be accepting of all the differences that are out there.
So you are talking a mental illness aside from the mental illness of self-destructing with alcohol and drugs.
I think that I have found that many people in recovery do suffer from other problems. Some are willing to look at those other problems, and others are not.
I think the old timers do stay because of what they get out of the meetings. And there is nothing wrong with that. Any way to find peace and meditation..ways to relax and feel good are positive. And or just be social, and get out of oneself. I heard someone complain that the meeting say the same thing over and over again. Well, yeah they do, but I have also heard things there that I have never heard before. And I enjoy both parts now. Hearing some of the repetition, and hearing the new. I would say I am developing a healthy addiction to the good feelings I get there. And the laughter. And I really work hard on trying to "listen". Even the same ol' same ol'. One sentence will stand out and I will really think about it even though I have heard it a thousand times.
I have heard one person say that they only feel normal in meetings, and that when they are with "normies" they feel out of place. Speaking only for me...I want to be able to survive, and be a part of, both worlds. With Normies, and with people who understand our disease. I don't like separating and dividing.
Anyway..I agree with Peter's reply. There may be some people who enjoy the attention of recovery, but that is not the norm. Mental illness can appear in many different forms. And is always interesting to me.
As far as people who go to meetings and still don't follow a enlightened path...well what can I say. None of us are perfect or have a perfect program. And who am I to judge what another is doing right or wrong? My own Dad is about to celebrate 30 years of sobriety, and yet he still can not stop blaming his past, or anything for what is wrong in his life. One of the first things I had to do...was stop blaming my past, and others for what is wrong with me. Especially as an adult who has to make my own choices. I can only blame myself, or accept that I can't control everything.
Anyway, it kinda makes me sad to see my Dad still blaming after being such a BigBook AA thumper. But that is his problem and not mine. I just want to be accepting of all the differences that are out there.
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As for why old-timers still attend meetings, can you imagine walking into a meeting for the first time just to find a bunch of new-comers that really don't have the experience, strength and hope that you so desperately need?
Had I not seen the people with 10+ years, heard their stories and seen their spiritual transformations, I wouldn't have stayed.
Also, just because you have time in the program doesn't mean that you are "recovered." IMO, we are never recovered from our addiction. We may recover from a helpless state of mind and body, but never from our disease itself.
I have seen a few with 5, 10, even 20 years go back out. If I thought I was ever "recovered," I would go right back out so that I could now drink/drug like a normal person. And that, my friend, will never happen.
Had I not seen the people with 10+ years, heard their stories and seen their spiritual transformations, I wouldn't have stayed.
Also, just because you have time in the program doesn't mean that you are "recovered." IMO, we are never recovered from our addiction. We may recover from a helpless state of mind and body, but never from our disease itself.
I have seen a few with 5, 10, even 20 years go back out. If I thought I was ever "recovered," I would go right back out so that I could now drink/drug like a normal person. And that, my friend, will never happen.
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The way my sponsor puts it- is that going to meetings (he only goes once or twice a week, and has almost 10 years clean) and giving back is a way of keeping his spiritual glass full. It gets him out of his own head, and his own problems and reminds him to listen. I still go to lots of meetings, but I am starting to cut back, when I'm sick, when I'm really busy, etc. So, yeah, balance. It's one thing for a newcomer to be going to meetings every single day, or twice a day... but if someone has 5, 10 years clean and is still going that often, it would make me wonder where the balance is in their lives.
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I really like the meetings. I do find them to be the social center of my life. I only have about 100 and some days sober, so I'm fairly new, but I could see myself sticking around, at least once or twice a week, just for the friendship, and the fun, even if I wasn't helping anyone, although I do expect to help others.
It's hard for me, and maybe some others, to find social outlets as an adult, that don't center around booze and drinking. Most people just like to have a couple of drinks at a party. So it's a relief to be around other people and go to events where that isn't even a factor. It's such a relief that I can go to an NA dance or picnic, or just dinner out with NA buddies, and no drinks are ordered, none are offered, nobody's getting loaded. It's just so great.
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It's hard for me, and maybe some others, to find social outlets as an adult, that don't center around booze and drinking. Most people just like to have a couple of drinks at a party. So it's a relief to be around other people and go to events where that isn't even a factor. It's such a relief that I can go to an NA dance or picnic, or just dinner out with NA buddies, and no drinks are ordered, none are offered, nobody's getting loaded. It's just so great.
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Originally Posted by dancinggirl
I found that people in the AA meetings I've gone to run the gambit from still drinking to people that haven't touched the stuff in over 30 years. I wondered about those 30+ years people....why are they still coming?! It's almost like they're addicted to the meetings and are using them as their social life! Or addicted to the attention they get as the "old-timers" who know the answers.
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Yes, I've seen a few 'old timers' in meetings who might just have been there for the attention, but for the most part the folks I've seen in meetings (with double-digit sobriety/recovery) fall into two categories: 1) those who say they still 'need' meetings to maintain their sobriety/recovery; and 2) those who find that this is their way of 'giving back' ----
For me, I've found that: 1) meetings have never gotten anyone sober, nor have they kept folks sober [that would be the steps, the program (and there's no mention of mtgs in any of the steps)] (I got sober/recovered to get a life, even a life outside the rooms of AA); and 2) I used to feel that the only way to 'give back' was by attending meetings, but now,for me, to 'carry the message' means that I 'carry' it outside, in my life, wherever I go and not just sit within the walls of AA rooms and wait for folks to come to me.... (o:
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For me, I've found that: 1) meetings have never gotten anyone sober, nor have they kept folks sober [that would be the steps, the program (and there's no mention of mtgs in any of the steps)] (I got sober/recovered to get a life, even a life outside the rooms of AA); and 2) I used to feel that the only way to 'give back' was by attending meetings, but now,for me, to 'carry the message' means that I 'carry' it outside, in my life, wherever I go and not just sit within the walls of AA rooms and wait for folks to come to me.... (o:
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I guess it should have been phrased differently. What would have been more to what I was trying to get across is being "addicted to relapsing" for the empathy brought on from others during the "Its ok...just pick yourself up and do it again and we'll love you anyway" support.
Thanks for all the input into this thread.
I do hope to be one of the "old timers" eventually. Right now...I have too much to learn...;-)
Thanks for all the input into this thread.
I do hope to be one of the "old timers" eventually. Right now...I have too much to learn...;-)
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Originally Posted by whiskerkissed
I guess it should have been phrased differently. What would have been more to what I was trying to get across is being "addicted to relapsing" for the empathy brought on from others during the "Its ok...just pick yourself up and do it again and we'll love you anyway" support.
Thanks for all the input into this thread.
I do hope to be one of the "old timers" eventually. Right now...I have too much to learn...;-)
Thanks for all the input into this thread.
I do hope to be one of the "old timers" eventually. Right now...I have too much to learn...;-)
When I quit, I have a horrifying "Moment of Clarity" No program... No Support... No NA groups in my town at the time, the only program in town was expensive... Even tried finding religion and that went sour... I Had to go it alone... And while I did have "Cross Over" for a while...
I never relapsed.
Where as some of my friends who later got into programs when programs came to town... They had a real knack for getting into a progam and using it as a crutch...
Or get into a program and use other people as a crutch. I was a common crutch because I was of course sympathetic.
What I eventually learned was that when you help someone who's been using unconditionally, they will eventually find a way to use you and use the substance.
Now groups and programs weren't for me. (I totally understand that they are for some people, and I completely support that!)
But I think the group and support system as it exists with the "We're always here for you unconditionally" approach needs to be amended... Because I've seen first hand with people I've been "Cheering for" how they found a way to use "Group" as a crutch to Enable them to keep using and keep feeling loved.
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Nainoa,
I have to disagree with your statement about the "unconditional love" approach needing to be amended. NA was where I learned for the first time what unconditional love was. They were the only people who would accept me, let alone help me. My family had split, husband left, friends gone- Thank God for their love! I had never known love without strings...
Most people don't get a clean/sobriety date and keep it forever. Unfortunately, relapse is a part of a lot of peoples' stories. One of the neatest guys I've ever met in the program (former child actor turned heroin junkie) has literally a grocery bag full of white key tags. They loved him, and he felt comfortable coming back each time he failed. He now has 7-8 years and is a pivotal member in my neck of the woods.
I do see your point, in that there are a few out there that are what I call "crisis surfers." However, amending the unconditional love approach, IMO, would be cutting out a chunk of the heart of the program.
I have to disagree with your statement about the "unconditional love" approach needing to be amended. NA was where I learned for the first time what unconditional love was. They were the only people who would accept me, let alone help me. My family had split, husband left, friends gone- Thank God for their love! I had never known love without strings...
Most people don't get a clean/sobriety date and keep it forever. Unfortunately, relapse is a part of a lot of peoples' stories. One of the neatest guys I've ever met in the program (former child actor turned heroin junkie) has literally a grocery bag full of white key tags. They loved him, and he felt comfortable coming back each time he failed. He now has 7-8 years and is a pivotal member in my neck of the woods.
I do see your point, in that there are a few out there that are what I call "crisis surfers." However, amending the unconditional love approach, IMO, would be cutting out a chunk of the heart of the program.
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I dont attend AA, nor do I have alot of sobertime.
I do love the attention, support and understanding I recieve here at SR. But more than that with the more sobertime I get behind me the more I want to help others who are struggling in early sobriety.
I even remember thinking about exactly what you said in. I thought what do these old timers get from staying on these boards, and now I know. They are giving back so much of what they recieved early on and are still recieving, which in my opinion is unconditional support.
I do love the attention, support and understanding I recieve here at SR. But more than that with the more sobertime I get behind me the more I want to help others who are struggling in early sobriety.
I even remember thinking about exactly what you said in. I thought what do these old timers get from staying on these boards, and now I know. They are giving back so much of what they recieved early on and are still recieving, which in my opinion is unconditional support.
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Originally Posted by kmsj75
Nainoa,
I have to disagree with your statement about the "unconditional love" approach needing to be amended. NA was where I learned for the first time what unconditional love was. They were the only people who would accept me, let alone help me. My family had split, husband left, friends gone- Thank God for their love! I had never known love without strings...
Most people don't get a clean/sobriety date and keep it forever. Unfortunately, relapse is a part of a lot of peoples' stories. One of the neatest guys I've ever met in the program (former child actor turned heroin junkie) has literally a grocery bag full of white key tags. They loved him, and he felt comfortable coming back each time he failed. He now has 7-8 years and is a pivotal member in my neck of the woods.
I do see your point, in that there are a few out there that are what I call "crisis surfers." However, amending the unconditional love approach, IMO, would be cutting out a chunk of the heart of the program.
I have to disagree with your statement about the "unconditional love" approach needing to be amended. NA was where I learned for the first time what unconditional love was. They were the only people who would accept me, let alone help me. My family had split, husband left, friends gone- Thank God for their love! I had never known love without strings...
Most people don't get a clean/sobriety date and keep it forever. Unfortunately, relapse is a part of a lot of peoples' stories. One of the neatest guys I've ever met in the program (former child actor turned heroin junkie) has literally a grocery bag full of white key tags. They loved him, and he felt comfortable coming back each time he failed. He now has 7-8 years and is a pivotal member in my neck of the woods.
I do see your point, in that there are a few out there that are what I call "crisis surfers." However, amending the unconditional love approach, IMO, would be cutting out a chunk of the heart of the program.
I see what you're saying... You make a good point...
But sometimes there had to be that "Rock and a hard place"
Sometimes I think we let people in our lives be wounded because we don't want to play the part of "Tough love."
I mean in the end the career addict is someone who hasn't hit rock bottom...The career addict is someone who hit rock bottom... Realized it's there and has figured out system to hover "Just above Rock Bottom."
Compared to these hovering people... It's a blessing to run into a moment of clarity and suffer blood puking withdrawls.
And I think the system is beautifully set up for Moderate abusers... And People who have had their moment of clarity... But I think there are gaps that need to be addressed for "Floaters."
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