I Think My Brain Just Exploded
Is A Girl
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I Think My Brain Just Exploded
i think im about a minute away from having a complete mental breakdown.
i dont know why im posting here because if i'm honest i think 90% of you are generic and insincere but i have nowhere else to put this, because my family dont care and im pushing my friends away.
wow.
this is ****.
i dont know why im posting here because if i'm honest i think 90% of you are generic and insincere but i have nowhere else to put this, because my family dont care and im pushing my friends away.
wow.
this is ****.
Is A Girl
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i dont cry when i break down, i usually go nuts at everyone i know, thus driving my friends away orr i drink a lot =/
im trying NOT to do either and i really am going to explode very soon
im trying NOT to do either and i really am going to explode very soon
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hummm...is it possible you are just looking for a fight? perhaps one of us will say something in response to initial comment...thus giving you reason to direct your inner anger at one of us...and therefore outward?
i personally don't know anyone here in the mental health forum who is insincere. sometimes responses may seem generic because of the individual person not knowing what really to say or not having much experience with the specific issue at hand. really...anyone who takes the time to read a post and respond at all is doing so because they care. there's not any other big reason to do so, other than knowing what it's like to feel alone and going through a difficult time...and wanting to help others not feel so alone like they did or have.
personally...i think i know how you are feeling right now. however my emotions tend to come out more as tears and suicidal thoughts rather than anger, but i do bite people's heads off from time-to-time too.
that being said...i don't know what to say that could possibly help you right now...unless you want to write more about what your feeling so i can have a better idea of what's ruminating in your head?
i personally don't know anyone here in the mental health forum who is insincere. sometimes responses may seem generic because of the individual person not knowing what really to say or not having much experience with the specific issue at hand. really...anyone who takes the time to read a post and respond at all is doing so because they care. there's not any other big reason to do so, other than knowing what it's like to feel alone and going through a difficult time...and wanting to help others not feel so alone like they did or have.
personally...i think i know how you are feeling right now. however my emotions tend to come out more as tears and suicidal thoughts rather than anger, but i do bite people's heads off from time-to-time too.
that being said...i don't know what to say that could possibly help you right now...unless you want to write more about what your feeling so i can have a better idea of what's ruminating in your head?
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Originally Posted by Max.J.Milton 
i dont cry when i break down, i usually go nuts at everyone i know, thus driving my friends away orr i drink a lot =/
im trying NOT to do either and i really am going to explode very soon
im trying NOT to do either and i really am going to explode very soon
what i do is be destructive to myself..and maybe that's what you are afraid you'll do...what you can do is prevent that..you're intelligent, you can do it different this time..
Look..you're so young..when i was 17 i thought the world would end tomorrow and i ruined the next 5 years...I really, really hope you find an answer inside yourself...I would give anything to go back..because self love is the hardest battle of all...I am confident you'll make it..
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Originally Posted by Max.J.Milton
i dont cry when i break down, i usually go nuts at everyone i know, thus driving my friends away orr i drink a lot =/
im trying NOT to do either and i really am going to explode very soon
im trying NOT to do either and i really am going to explode very soon
Glad you're here at SR.
Is A Girl
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thankyou guys so much, and i truly mean it, i've never been somewhere where it seems that people truly understand me, but i think that you guys do.
thankyou so much, really =)
thankyou so much, really =)
Is A Girl
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yeahi still feel like ****
and if i'm honest i ihave had quite a lot to drink in the last couple of hours, and everyone i know has made suren i hate myself for itbut i cant do much about that; but for some reason that makes it easier to drink?...i dunnoe
weirdness
and if i'm honest i ihave had quite a lot to drink in the last couple of hours, and everyone i know has made suren i hate myself for itbut i cant do much about that; but for some reason that makes it easier to drink?...i dunnoe
weirdness
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