Was doing okay - SoberRecovery : Alcoholism Drug Addiction Help and Information

Karl · 06-11-2005, 12:15 PM

I've been doing okay for a while, staying off the booze.
Got some different counselling for the PTSD.
Did a few things to try and cheer myself up a bit.

Even faced up to my own sh*t. Told myself I have to learn to live with things.
Believed for a while that I could.

Had a bad dream. Hit the bottle again. Lost control. Broke down crying infront of my sister and her boyfriend.

Now I'm back off the booze, reading a book a day, just sitting here waiting.
Keeping it together.

***indigo*** · 06-15-2005, 06:45 AM

Keep on keeping on Karl

indigo

Karl · 06-20-2005, 04:36 AM

thanks indigo

To be honest - I do feel stronger just telling myself that
to keep on keeping on, is to keep on defying the demon.

all the best to you

Karl

Evanna · 06-25-2005, 06:08 AM

Hi Karl, i dont usually post over here but as you are local to me i feel a kind of infinity with you, you know. Anyway just wanted to let you know that to me you appear to be blossoming. Warmest wishes, Evanna.

06-11-2005, 12:15 PM	#1 (permalink)
Karl Member Join Date: Apr 2005 Location: ENGLAND, UK Posts: 30	Was doing okay I've been doing okay for a while, staying off the booze. Got some different counselling for the PTSD. Did a few things to try and cheer myself up a bit. Even faced up to my own sh*t. Told myself I have to learn to live with things. Believed for a while that I could. Had a bad dream. Hit the bottle again. Lost control. Broke down crying infront of my sister and her boyfriend. Now I'm back off the booze, reading a book a day, just sitting here waiting. Keeping it together.

06-15-2005, 06:45 AM	#2 (permalink)
*indigo* Community Greeter Join Date: Nov 2003 Location: Mid-Life Express Posts: 9,125	Keep on keeping on Karl indigo __________________ When you judge others, you do not define them, you define yourself." Namasté

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06-20-2005, 04:36 AM	#3 (permalink)
Karl Member Join Date: Apr 2005 Location: ENGLAND, UK Posts: 30	thanks indigo To be honest - I do feel stronger just telling myself that to keep on keeping on, is to keep on defying the demon. all the best to you Karl

06-25-2005, 06:08 AM	#4 (permalink)
Evanna Member Join Date: May 2004 Location: Our house. Posts: 710	Hi Karl, i dont usually post over here but as you are local to me i feel a kind of infinity with you, you know. Anyway just wanted to let you know that to me you appear to be blossoming. Warmest wishes, Evanna.

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