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[crzylilmndfreak]

i know all the "love yourself" "you cant love someone else untill you love yourself" blah blah blah... but i honestly and, truly i cannot stand myself, being me... if i were'nt me i would not want to be my friend... i would not want to spend any time with myself... the only thing i like about myself is my appearance, and that is so shallow i cant believe i even typed it... i have this chaos going on in my head ALL the time, i am constantly obsessing on everything, i cant talk to people, it freaks me out, i hate going into stores shopping, i cant drive due to anxiety ,im impatient, im an "only child' so i am extremely inconsiderate," its all about me", so everyone who knows me has said, im irritable and snap all the time on my husband, im incredibly impulsive, which has gotton me into some serious situations,im lazy, i used to be a clean freak, and now dont want to do anything but watch t.v. or get on the computer,..im on medication for my anxiety, and meds for ADD nothing helps me, and i get bored and do stupid things. i just wish i could "poof" be someone else, that would be wonderful, but not possible
so having said all that, i believe it is not true that you cant love others unless you love yourself

[crzylilmndfreak]

Originally Posted by crzylilmndfreak

i know all the "love yourself" "you cant love someone else untill you love yourself" blah blah blah... but i honestly and, truly i cannot stand myself, being me... if i were'nt me i would not want to be my friend... i would not want to spend any time with myself... the only thing i like about myself is my appearance, and that is so shallow i cant believe i even typed it... i have this chaos going on in my head ALL the time, i am constantly obsessing on everything, i cant talk to people, it freaks me out, i hate going into stores shopping, i cant drive due to anxiety ,im impatient, im an "only child' so i am extremely inconsiderate," its all about me", so everyone who knows me has said, im irritable and snap all the time on my husband, im incredibly impulsive, which has gotton me into some serious situations,im lazy, i used to be a clean freak, and now dont want to do anything but watch t.v. or get on the computer,..im on medication for my anxiety, and meds for ADD nothing helps me, and i get bored and do stupid things. i just wish i could "poof" be someone else, that would be wonderful, but not possible
so having said all that, i believe it is not true that you cant love others unless you love yourself

you all maybe wondering what all this has to do with anxiety, mental health, i have so many issues, i am on so many meds, and nothing seems to help...i would love some feedback from someone
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