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Encalgary · 09-30-2009, 12:32 AM

Hi. I am a male, 38 years old. English is not my first lenguage, so I excuse in advance for any mistake that you found in my posts. I was looking for a forum where I could talk about sex and prostitute addiction, so I am not really sure if I am posting in the right forum. Anyway, I am very anxious right now and my life is just getting worse every day.

I live in Canada, immigrant, without any family, friends or girlfriend. I cant talk about this to my family back home because I feel ashamed, but I am thinking seriously about getting therapy. I have spent thousands of dollars paying for prostitutes and pornography, and I am in problems with debt.

I really want to get out of this and to have a family and a normal life, but I havent been lucky dating girls. I am not that ugly, and am in good shape, but I am very shy, and feel very uncomfortable around people. Only once (at 25) I have been seriously involved with a girl, but as a result of that relationship my heart was broken and my trust in women was seriously affected.

Also, although I try to live a normal life, sometimes I feel like I am losing the control and even my mental health is being seriously affected. I know for sure that I have anxiety almost every day, have social phobia, and probably OCD, (hair pulling, compulsive masturbation).

I only have seen two therapists in my life for a short period of time and that was when I broke with that girl, but probably I had to look for help before because I have coped with anxiety all my life due to family issues. I dont have other addictions (alcoholism, drugs) but I feel right now like I am gonna be really hurt if I dont stop these behaviours. Any advise?

**Ann** · 09-30-2009, 05:16 AM

For a number of reasons, SR is not a site for sex addiction.

You may find help at a site more able to help you like the one below:

Sex Addicts Anonymous — Home

09-30-2009, 12:32 AM	#1 (permalink)
Encalgary Member Join Date: Sep 2009 Posts: 1	Looking for advise Hi. I am a male, 38 years old. English is not my first lenguage, so I excuse in advance for any mistake that you found in my posts. I was looking for a forum where I could talk about sex and prostitute addiction, so I am not really sure if I am posting in the right forum. Anyway, I am very anxious right now and my life is just getting worse every day. I live in Canada, immigrant, without any family, friends or girlfriend. I cant talk about this to my family back home because I feel ashamed, but I am thinking seriously about getting therapy. I have spent thousands of dollars paying for prostitutes and pornography, and I am in problems with debt. I really want to get out of this and to have a family and a normal life, but I havent been lucky dating girls. I am not that ugly, and am in good shape, but I am very shy, and feel very uncomfortable around people. Only once (at 25) I have been seriously involved with a girl, but as a result of that relationship my heart was broken and my trust in women was seriously affected. Also, although I try to live a normal life, sometimes I feel like I am losing the control and even my mental health is being seriously affected. I know for sure that I have anxiety almost every day, have social phobia, and probably OCD, (hair pulling, compulsive masturbation). I only have seen two therapists in my life for a short period of time and that was when I broke with that girl, but probably I had to look for help before because I have coped with anxiety all my life due to family issues. I dont have other addictions (alcoholism, drugs) but I feel right now like I am gonna be really hurt if I dont stop these behaviours. Any advise?

09-30-2009, 05:16 AM	#2 (permalink)
Ann Sharing Our Light Glop 2:Glops Revenge Champion! Ray Ray Shuffle Champion! Join Date: Mar 2002 Location: By The Lake Posts: 18,171	For a number of reasons, SR is not a site for sex addiction. You may find help at a site more able to help you like the one below: Sex Addicts Anonymous — Home __________________ Somewhere between the gator swamp and the Taj Mahal there is a path, it may be hidden, overgrown or may blend in with the other surroundings, but it is there, it's your path and it is calling you.~Frankly~

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